I feel like I need to see her one last time.
Money this summer has been tight. Makes things more complicated.
Last night, Patrick got home from his 2nd job, and fell asleep pretty soon after dinner. I decided to to a little campfire in the backyard thinking the kids would like to come hang out and talk, maybe roast marshmallows. After awhile Trevor came out. We didn't talk, we were just together. Awhile later Griffin came out and I explained that I just thought they'd like to join me and hang out. He said "Well, we don't." It hurt my feelings. I told him to go inside through my tears. Trevor hugged me and spent more time with me. As of late I get upset pretty easily. He did apologize later. I just feel so alone even if I'm not.
